Insomnia......

I can't friggin sleep at night!!! T.T


It's been like two weeks already and I'm having trouble sleeping soundly and on time.
Is this normal? ( >.> of course not u dumb dumb)

Should I take sleeping pills?
Should I go seek professional help?
Should I knock myself unconscious against the wall?zzzz

Ok, the last one was a bit off.

Sometimes, during the night I'd be waking up suddenly cuz I wouldn't be breathing
when I sleep. Like, it happens once or twice. It's like the weirdest feeling ever waking up feeling choked up~
I haven't told my parents bout this, I hate making them worry.

=w= I've seen a documentary bout this condition,
forgot what it's called.... ;p
One thing I'm sure is tht, I'm having insomnia...
I'm stressed by it, I get kind of irritable in the morning
(thnx for my friends, they cheer me up all the time afterwards <3) aaaaaaand it makes me look like a panda..got black rings n bags under my eyes maaaaaa >,<"
then I'd end up dozing off in the evening which is totally bad for my health! T.T


Well, it's 2.27 am as I'm typing this...
I want to sleep.....pray that I sleep.

Old FrieNds-NeW FriEndS

I think it's time I talk about things that I highly appreciate in life.
That's right ------------------------------> F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Noooo...not tht TV series F.r.i.e.n.d.s, I'm talkin bout those hooligans tht make u happy, laugh, cry or all warm n fuzzy inside, and  wud occasionally drive u nuts with their shenanigans .
Aaahh...then again, what wud juu do without them.

Speaking of friends, I haven't been in touch with a lot of my old friends from primary n high school.
( I don't have friends from tadika cuz I was a big pemalas, went to tadika for 3 months only >;P I HATE TADIKA!!!Grrrr... )
It's a bit sad cuz, most part wud be my fault. I was under the assumption that, if they care, they wud contact me first, if they don't then that's that.
Yeaaaaaaa...I'm a lousy friend, I know.. :(  ( crowd: Boooo)
I'm sorry everyone... :(

But, I promise that'll change...  ^^



Lately I've started connectin with friends from my old school..n some from my online gaming friends.
( I miss my Luna online Homies :'(  )
and I'm super glad they're doin super fine :D. Ade yg dh kapel, ade yg btunang, yg kawin pooonnn....xade.
*batuk2*

They've changed a lot since school days, I mean in a gud way :D, makin hensem, kacak, comeii, canteeyq, cuuuuun smuaaa ( ak dh puji ni kang duet raye kasi lebeyh arr...;o)
I'm happy seeing them pursuin their study, chasin their dreams..^.^
these are some of my old friends..<3 them ( sorry amek gmba korg tnpa izin!! xD)

I have to admit, memule tuh agak kecewa cuz I'm juz doin diploma n most of my friends got to do courses yg hebak2 blake...
but then, a wise friend told me,
 "It doesn't matter where u  start, it only matters where u end"

And in life, thr's always a hikmah as to why things turn out the way they are,
it might be a heavy burden for us to bear sometimes, but, Allah knows what's best for us and He'll never
burden His subjects beyond what they can bear. (Thanx to Kchah for givin me great advices..love her to death.)

So, back to the topic..
I've been in Kuala Pilah for a year n a half now^^ and life here is quite exciting.
I'm learning new things, seeing new places n of course makin' new friends :D
(crowd: Yay~ She knows how to make friends now~~)    wth??

my besties here wud be my two gals, Ninie n Zee....

Hihihihihihihi~~ Dorg le yg byk tulon ak time susah sng kt cni...tq3

Pendek kate, old friends,new friends they mean the world to me...

each n evryone of them is like a fingerprint, one of a kind :D ~

Cat-astrophe

'Sup ladies?

(=w=)v CATS...

THEY
ARE
THE
SHEYT!!!!!!!



Don't u dare disagree! >:(   grrrr...
^o^ Hohoho
-sharpens mah Rambo-knife






Tringat time kecik2 dlu, byk gile kucing yg ak bela...lau umah xde kucing mmg xlengkap rsenye. Bleh kate mne2 ktorg pegi pon we have to have a CAT. Diorg ni mmg +1 entertainment for da family.
kebykan kucing yg ak bela kucing siam...( dorg warganegara malaysia k..)
kucing parsi ak lom try lg, dgr kte dorg demand tinggi cam Paris Hilton. So, kne tggu ak mng loteri dlu bru ak bela... =w="

Nie le antara kucin2 yg ak bela..cumil taaa?

  Ni nme die Lolita ( yes, it means "The Whore" =w= )
 She's definitely one of da best cats I've own so far... RIP Lolita..I miss juuu...TT^TT

Jish ish Gyabo :D, my baby boy <3
He's so FLuffy I'm gonnNA DIE!!!!!

Ni lak Taboo, sbnrnye kucing jiran ak,
tp die suke lepak kt umah ktorg ak dh anggp
mcm sdare ak dh...siap kasi makan,mandi lg.
So, mcm kucing ak gk lee...xD bolee k?

One of the reasons why I love them so much  is cuz they never fail to make me laugh,
Cats have tht sarcastic and smug look on their face xD which is funny, almost human-like, easy said they're like baduts laa..xD
Energetic at times, very lazy most of the times...;p














And even if kekadang they make a lot of mess and get into trouble, they'll make it up by purring and rollin around cutely~~
Irresistably and annoyingly cute..
geraaaammm ak nk geget diorg neyh!! >;x










Agak2 laww xde kucing kt dunie nie..binatang ape le yg boleh ganti dorg ekk??

ProCRasTi-Nati0n~

"Procrastination is like masturbation. At first it feels good, but in the end, u know u're just screwin' urself"- Unknown


Hokayh~ got dat from somewhere. I find it hilariously true. (=,=" don't get me wrong pple..puh-leez~

Kay, 'nuff bout tht...
So, I'm a student, rite? aaaaand we're definitely the kind to procrastin8 rite?
Procrastination wud be my el~companion foreva n evaa
It's just impossible to not, not procrastinate...^^"
We do it all the time. Like, as I'm typing this post here, I'm procrastinating and it feels goooOO0~od and wrong at the same time..( =w= I'm s'pose ter be doin my assignments. Yargh! )

Some say it's like pickin on ur scab, u know it's bad for u but u still do it....

I think it's just natural if we avoid doing work and tasks when we don't feel like it..
Thr's just those days when u don't have the energy or willpower to do anything.
(=,=):And I wish those days wud just disappear~

Remember tht time,when u have tht important thing u shud do, but then tht stupid voice in the back of ur head said, " Nahh, u cn do it tomorrow. Don't worry~ u got lots ov time.. Yuppps." >:E Imma kill juu u stupid voice!!
And next thing u know, u're playing video games, twittering, facebooking, youtubing, blogging…oh wait..sounds familiar…*cough, cough..

Theeeeeeen…More work wud juz pile up n u're officially in deep sheyt...

I'd like to add a few tips for u guys on how to overcome procrastination…but,,,
(=w= Na~aah..I'll do tht tomorrow… )

Ngeeeeeee heee :D




WE ARE THE PROCRASTI-NATION. 
Don't deny it, U're one of us.

Okiee peeps~ Buhbye Naww..

Muke BaRu......

O.o)!

Hello, kamuu...
ape kabo?
ooo..baek...elok le,
ingtkn nazak td... >.>

Ape ak membebel nie?


Semester bruuuu~~ xD


Bukak pejam klopak mte nih dh msuk sem3 rupenye...
cpat btol mse blalu pergi.....smpai hati xtggu ak (eyh..nie tacim ni..sob3)

Nk abeskan 3taun diploma neh rse agk lme le jgk...(rse cm nk mntak bntuan Doraemon je bg cpat kn mase...ngeeee:D)
Tp le kn...lau dpndekkn mse tuh....rse mcm xsmpurna lak proses kematangan diri ini.. isk~
serba-serbuk rsenye~~~


So, this semester..me n my partner in crime Cik Ninie, sehati sejiwanG brkomplot tukaq cluzz..
No specific reason really...sje nk try bnde bru..oLd2 people say "nak tukaq angin" ...
bgtulah...

Asalnye.. ktorg due je...n den pas inform kt Zee (xde kaitan ngn Zee-avi tq) beliau n kwannye Emy pon nk turut serta~
hohoho....


As usual, lam stiap kputusan kte wat tuh ade le konfliks2nyeeeeee~  ( Cornflakes?) 


u.u member2 kecik ati n kompius, and ade yg putus asa dlm idop( pnipu besaa) bile dpt taw ktorg tuka cluzz...

Ak amek ksmpatan kt cnie nk mintak maaaaaaaaap byk2...
ktorg xgtaw awal2 tuh ad le sbbnye...
mmg silap gk ak xinform dorg lgsg...but, evrything has it's reasonss..eyh~?:D
nk mnambah lg...We can still see each other riiiteee??
No problemas :D

Nk kaitkn ngn topik post lk...muke2 bru yg dmksudkn ade loh..
muke2 classmates bru ktorg, bebudak MIC3B1 :D
Klakorr..stu klas ade 17 org je n sume pompuan...haha....(gelak x ikhlas)
tp highlights wud be lecturers yg ktorg dpt..smuenye Alhamdulillah~ baek2 velakee...<3

Yay!! I can do my assignments happily dis sem :D !!wewt~

MIC3A2~ See u guys next Semester Dudes n Dudettes!!!

First!! :D

I haven't been doing much lately...cuz thr's nthg much to do...( >.> u lazy-a$$, u've got assignments to work on)
I'm like Mr.Tiger (up thr) with nthg interesting to fill my day... at least he's doin his thang and he's gud at it~ ...=.="
Decidedly, imma try my hands at blogging..umm..again... -.-" *cough,cough



OK~~~~~

So here goes, this is not my first blog.
I've blogged a few times before but, then laziness got the best of me.
(  T.T  I'm a weak human being~~ forgive me..uh,uh )
As uninteresting as it may sound, I'm back in the blogging arena cuz I want to write more..on stuff? (pardon my lack of purpose in life..)
and just so I can find a way to express myself..umm...freely? I guess..(snort..snort)...

I might be a bit behind on this blogging-uh-ma-jig...
Still, better late then neverrr...
OWh yeah, hope u guys'll enjoy my posts ;D
Ur thoughts and umm...comments-or hate-comments
if u really love me-are truly welcomed...
Aaah...Nthg feels better than spreading hatred evrywhere ....
HATeRss!! >;PP


I'll be posting some more later....buhbye ferr naww ;P