Monday 20 June 2011

Insomnia......

I can't friggin sleep at night!!! T.T


It's been like two weeks already and I'm having trouble sleeping soundly and on time.
Is this normal? ( >.> of course not u dumb dumb)

Should I take sleeping pills?
Should I go seek professional help?
Should I knock myself unconscious against the wall?zzzz

Ok, the last one was a bit off.

Sometimes, during the night I'd be waking up suddenly cuz I wouldn't be breathing
when I sleep. Like, it happens once or twice. It's like the weirdest feeling ever waking up feeling choked up~
I haven't told my parents bout this, I hate making them worry.

=w= I've seen a documentary bout this condition,
forgot what it's called.... ;p
One thing I'm sure is tht, I'm having insomnia...
I'm stressed by it, I get kind of irritable in the morning
(thnx for my friends, they cheer me up all the time afterwards <3) aaaaaaand it makes me look like a panda..got black rings n bags under my eyes maaaaaa >,<"
then I'd end up dozing off in the evening which is totally bad for my health! T.T


Well, it's 2.27 am as I'm typing this...
I want to sleep.....pray that I sleep.